November 2010
I feel like I just broke my pinky
I can move it though, but shit it hurts.
October 2010
I have no idea what I’m doing today, I don’t know if I’m going to drive back to my dad’s house or stay here another day. Part of me wants to stay here, but another part of me just wants to get back to help my dad hand out halloween candy like he wanted me to. I don’t know, I’m just kind of really relaxed here. I haven’t cried yet, which is good and bad...
I automatically wake up so early.
It doesn’t matter how late I went to sleep, it fucking sucks sometimes.
I texted my old best friend and apologized for...
And she forgave me and agreed to getting drunk next time she’s back in Delaware. I feel like it’s something I should have done a long time ago. I’m just now getting around to a lot of things it seems.
polonias:
OMG WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY
causetheresfaithinlove:
breathe me - sia.
Already up and ready for the day,
My mom is being really nice and accommodating. She is suggesting all of these “fun” things for us or me to do today. I wish I could see them as fun, because all I can think about is exercising or drawing. Thats what I really want to do actually, I want to start drawing again because when I get depressed, I tend to draw the best things.
God I'm so tired
I’m so looking forward to sleeping in my bed, so fucking much.
I Always Knew- Tilly And The Wall
I’m so...
skinsmusic:
Small People - Giselle
So I decided earlier to go home
I had a massive breakdown and I had to get out of my house. Everything is piling up and everything is getting to me. Talking to my mom and being in my own room and my own house surrounded by all my familiar things is helping. I wish I wouldn’t cry, but I can’t be so strong anymore. I can’t be careless.
If you think or believe something is wrong, stick...
So I've been watching Skins all day
And I just saw the episode where Freddie was killed and I’m kind of really crying like a baby.
Petit Lapin.: let downs, majority of my "friends"... →
breakmynose:
always there for everyone but nobody ever seems to call me, especially not you. Always i’ve been the one to make the effort; youre supposed to be my oldest best friend but I never see you make the effort or work around anything to see me… Not anything. To be honest i’m sick of it and I give up. I…
I really want Halloween oreos
But I’m going to regret it if I go and get them and eat them all.
darla-samantha asked: I feel you. You're not alone. :]
Anonymous asked: where are you? why do you want to go home?
I’m really depressed an I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to talk to anyone or eat anything. I don’t know if I can stand this feeling of being alone anymore. I cry without any particular purpose and I just really want to go home. Everything is just so fucked up, and I need help and I’m just so scared. I don’t want pity, I just want to feel alive again.
I've never done this, but here!
Well the ones strikethrough’d are the ones I’m not following of course:
http://yourconfessions.tumblr.com/
http://leilockheart.net/
http://free-your-mind.tumblr.com/
http://ourcalifornia.tumblr.com/
http://hibashine.tumblr.com/
http://rosettes.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyourflannel.tumblr.com/
http://gabrielcastle.tumblr.com/
http://theshrimp.tumblr.com/
And these are the ones...
Am I the only one who thinks The Lovely Bones is a...
Emily: “What do you do if someone lets you down, like really fucks you over.” Thomas: “You must try and stop loving them.” Emily: “Is that possible?” Thomas: “No, I don’t think so.”
I’m feeling rather absent about things. About people and feelings, and the limitations I tend to ignore. I don’t feel like I’m alive, and for some that would be a problem. But I guess I’m using this time to figure myself out. I need this time to conquer my social anxiety, or it’ll ruin the rest of my life. I need this time to keep to myself and lose weight because...
